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Sung to airtone's divergencies.
How come everybody’s dreams
are more interesting than mine
I used to have adventures too
but not for quite some time
I used to use the lucid ones
to bolster introspection
I think once I even did
some astral projection
But now I hardly dream at all
and few of them are pleasant
They’re mostly based on fear and knowing
soon I won’t be present
There was a time I looked forward to
the alternate realities
if I see myself in dreamland now
I ask me can we wake up please
And in the light of day to day
I still have some agency
so even after dark illusions
I still wake up hopefully
I wake up not excitedly
and not with expectations
my mind but briefly clouded with
last night’s dream’s frustrations
I go about my day and then
I safely go to bed again
knowing that I’ll have to face
the who and how of what I am